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Nerissa Nightmare
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Okay, I'm gonna cut to the chase.
My Name is Nerissa, Some people call me Nissy (childhood nickname! =P)
I'm 16.
I'm 5'6" and I weigh 136lbs (I'm a fat disgusting pig)
I have borderline MPD and bi-polar so I can go from being nice, to being bitchy, to crying all over the place. so bear with me.
I suck at spelling and reading
I'm dumb as fuck.
I have brown hair but, I love to dye it, and its blond with some red and purple now
I'm Emo/Punk/gothic/whatever-you-wanna-call-it.
I can be extremely outgoing and extremely shy too
I'm bi.
I have the most amazing boyfriend ever, he loves me for me.
I'm sarcastic and a bit edgey....yet I can be EXTREMELY EMO!!!
I'm random...VERY random...
I'm trying to recover from Anorexia, But, I'm so scared I'm gonna fail.
And uh...whatelse...
I love music, screamo and emo music mostly.
I hate people.
Its very hard for me to trust people, because I've had allot of problems and pain in my past.
uh...whatelse...
I'm extremely Mad...I have lost my mind years ago! =P
The only reason I'm not suicidal anymore is because my friends and boyfriend love me too much to lose me. I've come to realize I am wanted even when I don't feel it.
I come across as rude and bitchy sometimes but, I have a soft side.
I swear WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much, Fuck is my fave word! (fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!)
and uh...I hate myself. =\ extremely hate myself...fun shit huh?

Anyway...be my friend or i'll kill you in my sleep! *bites yer neck* NOW YOU'RE MINE FOREVER! MAWHAHAHAHAHA!

Oh, and I look like this:

Dont tell me you love me,  If you dont mean it.  Because I may do something stupid, Like believe it.

(I'm disgusting =(...)

hehe, lets hope that pic works! =)

http://community.livejournal.com/nervosanitemare/profile
http://nervosanightmare.biz.ly/index.html
PLEASE JOIN! I would love some support.

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